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And I mean flushed in the non-bathroom sort of way Weighing my pockets with stones of longing |
Things are rearranging. I don't have quite such a dim outlook as the last time I wrote, but I'm still a bit confused. I've been working so much that I don't think about anything too constructively, but I am thinking about everything all the time, pretty much. The only thing I haven't been concentrating on is comps. But that's for another day. This week has been an interesting mix. It helped a lot that I stayed with Theo for the rest of the weekend. The first night was difficult; we slept in bunk beds, being quiet and miserable. But then we got to talk and hang out, and just be together, having a good time... I don't know what's decided. My feelings haven't changed, much, except that I've been spurred a little by my fear of losing Theo. As I sensed I might be, from the get go. Things I should talk about later: spilling everything Now I must sleep again because, as usual, I am exhausted.
A change of pace at 1:12 a.m.
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